Tragedy struck ex-football star and actor, Vinnie Jones, when his beloved wife Tanya died earlier this year after a long battle with cancer.
The star, 54, has now revealed that he cries "almost every night" since his partner passed away.
In an emotional interview with The Mirror, Vinnie detailed his wife's final moments.
He said that she was surrounded by her family, and that he kissed her gently, whispering, "I love you, I love you, I love you" as she slipped away.
Tanya, Vinnie's wife of 25 years, was diagnosed with skin cancer in 2013, and fought a brave battle.
An outsider might say, he’s doing well. But in the evenings, I’ve cried almost every night.
Vinnie then opened up about how he was doing without the love of his life.
"An outsider might say, he’s doing well. But in the evenings, I’ve cried almost every night," he said.
"How am I going to go on? One of the guys at golf said, how are you doing? He said: 'I lost my wife 14 years ago. Let me tell you, it don’t get no better.'"
He said he would never find love again.
Despite the heartache, Vinnie has received support on Twitter, where fans reached out.
One fan said: "Oh Vinnie, so sorry for your loss.
"It may be a cliche but time really does help lessen the pain, not the loss.
"Best wishes to you and your family."
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