Katie Price has admitted concerns over her mental well being after being dealt a triple whammy of heartbreak in recent weeks.
The 39-year-old suffered a miscarriage just days before accusing husband Kieran Hayler of cheating on her with their kids’ nanny.
Then her mum Amy was diagnosed with a terminal lung condition.
Speaking to The Sun on Sunday, the former glamour model admitted she feels in “shock” about recent events and described it as a “stressful” time.
“It is difficult to cope. I don’t know how I am doing it. But I don’t want to be a victim. I am a survivor,” she said.
“But I do worry what tomorrow brings. I worry I will wake up and have some kind of breakdown, that it will all become too much.
Katie added: “I am hurting. I am only human.”
The mum of five said friends have encouraged her to speak with someone but she’d rather focus on her children and throw herself into work.
“I don’t want to sit in a corner and be depressed, to wallow. I am trying to be upbeat and happy,” she said.
“Bad luck comes in threes, doesn’t it?” she added.
“Surely that’s me done.”
Katie forgave Kieran for cheating on her back in 2014 but this time around she’s insisted there is no going back.
The star has accused Kieran of bedding their children’s nanny Nikki Brown – although Nikki has denied that.
Nikki told MailOnline there was no truth to Katie’s allegations and vowed to clear her name.
She said: “It’s all just a complete lie. It’s a little story that comes from her head.
“I’m going to clear my name. I’m not going to be just somebody else that she’s disposed of and thought, ‘do you know what, I’m going to use her.’
“It’s not going to happen. She’s vile.”
Katie has yet to respond to Nikki’s comments – but her mind is no doubt focused on her mum.
She revealed last week that Amy, a frequent fixture in her reality shows, has been diagnosed with Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis, a scarring disorder of the lungs that makes breathing hard.
Katie has said doctors told the family the prognosis is three to five years but that can change dependent on the patient and treatment.
Amid heartbreak over Kieran and her mum, Katie is still coming to terms with her miscarriage.
She revealed on Loose Women last week that she lost her baby just four days before uncovering Kieran’s alleged affair.
The star shares son Jett, four, and daughter Bunny, two, with Kieran.
She’s also mum to son Harvey, 15, from her relationship with Dwight Yorke, and son Junior, 12, and ten-year-old daughter Princess from her marriage to Peter Andre.